Saturday, July 03, 2004

ASHAMED

Behind the pillars
Among the bushes
Inside the room
Under the trees
STOP FOLLOWING ME

I tried to hide away from Him
I was too ashamed to face Him
I've sinned against Him
I want Him to see me no more

I've spoiled His reputation
I can no longer be a living testimony
I know He hates me now
I know He wants to punish me

I am going to hell soon
God is going to send me there
I don't wish to
But I can't hide

Stop hiding my dear,
Don't you know that the Lord your God
is a merciful one?
Don't you understand that the Lord your God
is a forgiving one?
I will not blame you
I will not punish you
I will not condemn you
I will not despise you
And you know what?
As long as you repent,
I would still love you
as much as any other
This is my promise made to you
I will bless you
Forever

- Humphrey Tan

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Friday, July 02, 2004

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Thursday, July 01, 2004

hmm... too bored to doing anything... o level chinese listening is this saturday and oral is next tuesday... what am i doing now? hmm... well... updated my whole website... removed a few sections as i can tell that they will never be updated... hmm... well... gathered for prayer & praise today... shared about my quiet time yesterday... hmm... quite enriching i can say... well....that's all for today... still haven completed my bio workbook & social studies.... cya

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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

HEALER

Through the fearful storm
Lord You said You would hold me close
Through the dark valley
Lord You said You would be with me
Through the battle
Lord You said You would fight with me
Through the trials
Lord You said You would overcome them with me

Now I am thirsty
Lord You said You will fill my cup
Now I feel weak
Lord You said You will give me strength
Now I feel helpless
Lord You said You will give me Your hand
Now I need You
Lord You said You will be near
Now I am falling
Lord You said You will strengthen me

Lord I am hurt
You did not say anything
You healed me...

- Humphrey Tan

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MIRACLE, MIRACLE, MIRACLE
HE ANSWERED ME!!

1 Chronicles 28:20-21
David also said to Solomon his son, "Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the LORD God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you until all the work for the service of the temple of the LORD is finished. The divisions of the priests and Levites are ready for all the work on the temple of God, and every willing man skilled in any craft will help you in all the work. The officials and all the people will obey your every command."

After I've posted the previous post, I felt the urge of reading His Word. Maybe it's the Spirit of Christ that I've just experienced. It prompted me that God is going to reply. YES! HE DID. I used a QT tool (Daily Journey) and the passage above just popped out. Eventually, i read it. what a beautiful passage. I shall not be discouraged by the surrounding environment. For He whom I've received as Lord will not fail me. And He will also send people to help me. Yes... help me... maybe i should say "helped" instead. I remembered an incident, which happened few months ago, which kept me distracted... but it was solved.... by someone's help... as i've said, this is a meaningful passage... it also reminded me about witnessing... "What keeps me from sharing?"... i asked myself.. it's the lack of desire and a little fear and a major lack of faith in myself... this saturday is outreach... maybe i should take this chance to act upon this passage... i should be strong and courageous... and build His temple... expand His Kingdom and serve Him by sharing about His love, and His redemption plan...

Thank you, Lord.

Feeling like singing a song now...

There Is None Like You

There is none like you.
No one else can touch my heart like you do.
I could search for all eternity long and find
there is none like you.

Your mercy flows like a river wide,
And healing comes from your hand;
Suffering children are safe in your arms.
There is none like you.

There is none like you.
No one else can touch my heart like you do.
I could search for all eternity long and find
there is none like you.

i shall set the midi as the bckgrd music...

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I am currently having a feeling which even me myself do not know how to describe. Feel like something is missing from my life, and feel like something is going to be taken away from me. There are so many things, yes, SOO MANY... for me to worry about. Who? What? Why? When? Where? How?... I keep asking myself countless questions but I do not have any answer for them. What am I doing? Why am I like this? Feel like committing suicide... but I will not do that... And one more thing, I just couldn't feel God's presence recently. Where is He? Why did He forsake me?... see, I am questioning again. So many things happened these few days... loads of secrets were leaked, and many things and incidents seem to bother me alot, i mean ALOT... School? it's getting "stresser" more each day... so many things to be done, so many work to be accomplished... how am I going to survive? Is there any short-cut for me to go to the future? or to the past? Discipline? I am losing it, more and more everyday... no discipline in studies, no discipline in quiet time and no discipline in personal life... why? i need some directions... is this a trial? or am I reaching the place of eternal destruction? i do not know... can someone out there shout out the solution?

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Monday, June 28, 2004

Dear friends,

We were told, or sometimes challenged about the doubts of Christianity. Questions are often shot at us Christians. However, instead of answering them, we sometimes began to doubt too. We would ask ourselves, "How I became a Christian?"... Well, the walk with the Lord is often full of unexpected incidents... You may encounter situations when you failed to feel His presence. Dear friends, worry not and stumble not. The Lord is always here, talking with us using His most gentle voice. If you are not convinced enough, I have some great sites for you to explore the wonders of our Creator.

Convincing Christianity - http://www.comereason.org/

Ten Reasons to Believe - http://www.gospelcom.net/rbc/rtb/

Answers to tough Questions - http://www.gospelcom.net/rbc/questions/

His truth and glory do not end here. More truths are revealed and more of His glory shines on us each day. Have a fruitful walk with Him!

In His Calling,
Humphrey Tan

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Sunday, June 27, 2004

NEW IDENTITY

Since the day of Crucifixion
We are no longer sinners
No longer controlled by the sinful nature
The Cross has granted us freedom

Upon the cross
We have been crucified with Christ
We've died to sin
We are enslaved no more
Not under the control of sins

On the third day
We have been resurrected with Christ
A new identity has been given
We are His - God's people
His Spirit is in us
And our minds are set in accordance to His desires

Let us rise
And let our cries join in the chorus
The chorus to proclaim His name
The name within us
The wonderous name in our hearts

Let the Good News be preached
Over each and every nations
Let the world join in our singing
For Christ Jesus the King

Praise the name of the Messiah
Enjoy the Love of Him
As He has peace with us

Amen.

- Humphrey Tan

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STAND UP FOR JESUS

Stand up, stand up for Jesus,
we soldiers of the cross!
Lift high His royal banner,
it must not suffer loss.
From vict'ry unto vict'ry
His army shall He lead,
Till ev'ry foe is vanquished
and Christ is Lord indeed.

Stand up, stand up for Jesus,
the trumpet call obey;
Forth to the mighty confict
in this His glorious day.
Ye that are men now serve Him
against unnumbered foes;
Let courage rise with danger,
and strength to strength oppose.

Stand up, stand up for Jesus,
stand in His strength alone;
The arm of flesh will fail you,
Ye dare not trust your own.
Put on the gospel armor,
each piece put on with prayer;
Where duty calls, or danger,
be never wanting there.

Stand up, stand up for Jesus,
the strife will not be long;
This day the noise of battle,
the next, the victor's song.
To Him that overcometh
a crown of life shall be:
He with the King of glory
shall reign eternally.

- George J. Webb

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