Saturday, June 26, 2004

lemme tok abt wad i've done todae... woke up at 11 plus and found out that i was going to be late for church (i am doing logistics today)... need to reach there by 12.45pm... on the water heater, took my clothes and rushed into the bathroom immediately... left the house at 12.21pm... ran to the coffeeshop to "da bao" my lunch and rushed to guilin... hahaz... first time i dashed across the road... hmm... did some logistics (some sisters and brothers were using the tables and chairs)... then met su yi to patch up for the foundation classes that i've missed... hmm... had my lunch only at 1.57pm... finished it at 2.03pm...hahaz... nearly choked... hmm... todae's foundation was about having the Spirit of Christ and discarding the spirit of sinful nature... and a bit on how to deal with sins...hmm... it's really meaningful... time flew by quickly... 4pm came... i intended to leave straight after foundation... but joined the youth fellowship anyway... hmm... YF was discussing abt the same topic as my foundation class today... hmm... maybe God was giving me a message... hmm... i should meditate... lolx... YF lasted for 3 full hours today... ended at 7pm... went for dinner with some brothers... and home sweet home... that's all for today...

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FOLLOW HIM

I've decided to follow Jesus
There is no turning back,
no turning back

The world has gone behind me
The cross is now before me
I've left the world
I am no longer enslaved in earthly activities
I am His

The Spirit of Christ has dwelled in me
The spirit of sinful nature had passed
Now it's all about He and me
No longer about I, Me and Myself

Temptations are no longer threats to me
I have Christ Jesus in my heart
Unlike the world that will pass away
My faith in Him lives forever

May my life be a living testimony
To show the world how great He can be
He is the Alpha and Omega
And I will share eternity with Him

Because I've decided to follow Jesus
Along the journey through Eternity...

- Humphrey Tan

crucified at 9:02:00 PM
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WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS REALLY ESSENTIAL?
- GOD'S LOVE

Everyone around has engaged in a relationship. Relationship is always about Love,Love and Love... however, is this kind of relationship really important? can it last for eternity?... can you take it away when you die?... sadly, the answer is NO!... isn't this disappointing?... well... however, there is a kind of love which is essential in life... that's none other than God's Love... this love lasts forever (eternity)... it's not given by anyone, but is shared by everyone... you do not have to be smart, good-looking or rich in order to inherit that love... however, as long as you believe you are created by HIM, you have this love... isn't this wonderful?

- Humphrey Tan

crucified at 1:18:00 AM
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Friday, June 25, 2004

feel like updating now, but it seems that i am "idealess"... hmm... my mind's a blank... haiz... well... allow me to be lame this time... woke up at 7am today by my aunt, asking me what i want for breakfast... haiz... i made my 'order' and continued to sleep till 11am... had breakfast at lunch time...wahahhazz... well...cannot blame me tho'. cos i slept rather late yesterday... hmm... couldn't decide whether to go for the class bbq... messaged eugene and he didn't want to go... hmm... well... stayed at home.. hmm... helped amie to revamp her site... spent 2 hours changing the bckgrd (cos i'll have to do many calculations)... but she wanted to change it again... did everything all over again (another 2 hours)... "amie, so how many lunches altogether?"...hahaz... jk... hm... well... hmm... think i have nothing else to blog le... i shall end here... byebye

crucified at 11:51:00 PM
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Thursday, June 24, 2004

What you see is never what you get
- Because you usually won't see it when you get it

- Kania (1st part)
- Humphrey (2nd part)

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JOURNEY THROUGH LIFE

It's a long one
It's a hard one
It's full of obstacles
It's never easy

Yes!
This journey is never always smooth
There are trials - You may fall
There are temptations - You may give in
But they are already there
Not to provoke us
But for us to prove ourselves

Just like diamonds that are refined in a furnance
Man are refined in trials

So don't you give up
And never can you give in
Take on the challenge
And prove yourself to others

You've started the journey
Walk through it with faith
Till the day you end it
And you'll leave no regrets

WE CAN DO IT
NOT BY MIGHT
NOR BY OUR OWN POWER
BUT BY THE BELIEF

THAT WE... CAN DEFINITELY DO IT

- Humphrey Tan

crucified at 2:49:00 PM
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hmm... slept @ 3am in the morning and woke up @ 7am... 4 hours of sleep altogether... well... that should be sufficient for a typical teenager like me...hahaz... well... slack at home since the morning till now... feel like catching a movie but couldn't find anyone to accompany me... hahaz... well... may be going to the library later (not to loan books, i am not that eh... "guai"... but to pay off my fine) hahaz... dun want to owe pple money... hahaz... that will spoil my reputation... hahaz... hmm... dunno whether should i go for the class bbq tomorrow... feel so sianz... rather slack at home and day-dream...hahaz... well... i shall stop here... maybe i will come again later...

crucified at 2:29:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Many things happened in the past couple of days. Let me briefly type out what happened.

12/06/2004 - 21/06/2004
I was out of town during this period. Well, people who know me well should know when I've gone. hahaz... well... this trip wasn't that interesting nor exciting as some of you may think... it's all about work! work! and more work!... did many things... haiz... therefore I requested to come back on the 21st instead of the 27th...

21/06/2004
I did something today. I confessed to her (finally). However, in a very unique and special way... I shall not elaborate...hahaz...

22/06/2004
Went Parkway Parade with my aunt. Then followed a friend home to fix her computer. From 6pm till 12am... still couldn't be done... her system is infected by a virus called NETSKY... that's the world's 2nd,3rd & 4th threats... Her dad sent me home...hahaz... Then i watched t-vee till 4am... hahaz...

As for today... I did nothing... i mean something....hahaz... helped 2 persons to design their blogs... chia yin & hui yan...hahaz... hmm... that's all for today...

crucified at 11:50:00 PM
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"Never let mistakes or wrong directions, of which every man falls
into many, discourage you. There is precious instruction to be
got by finding where we were wrong."

-- Thomas Carlyle

In life, we often get discouraged by certain things that happened, or by certain people important in our lives. However, everything is only a matter of perspective. Other than getting discoraged by them, why don't we take advantage of them instead? In every wrong step that we took, there is always a lesson to learn. Therefore, we should find out what's wrong, and not to commit any similar mistake again.

- Humphrey Tan

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Monday, June 21, 2004

HIS CHOICE

Lord, You chose to come
In order to shine the Light
Lord, You chose to save me
Therefore I can live
Lord, You chose to die for me
Without any reward in mind
Lord, You chose to forgive
Pouring us the undeserved mercy

We are humbled at Your cross
We are humbled at Your loss
Of how You climbed the hill of Calvary
And committed Your spirit

How I wish to meet You face to face
How I long to see Your face
O Soverign One, I yearn for You

Only You,
Because You are worth it

Jesus Christ

- Humphrey Tan

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