Saturday, November 13, 2004

He can turn the tides and calm the angry sea;
He alone decides who writes the symphony;
He lights every star that makes our darkness bright;
He keeps watch all through each long and lonely night;
He still finds the time to hear a child's first prayer;
Saint and sinner call can always find Him there.
Though it makes Him sad to see the way we live,
He'll always say, "I forgive".

He can grant a wish and make a dream come true;
He can paint the clouds and turn the gray to blue;
He alone knows where to find the rainbow's end;
He alone can see what lie beyond the bend;
He can touch a tree and turn the leaves to gold;
He knows every lie that you and I have told.
Though it makes Him sad to see the way we live,
He'll always say, "I forgive".

crucified at 9:37:00 AM
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Friday, November 12, 2004

Dear Amie,

Thanks for all those things that you've told me just now. You are indeed like a key to me which opens the doors for me to get a wider view to problems. And so as to solve them. You've indeed waken me up with the reality. You've allowed me to reflect that I've not been telling HIM everything the way I should. Yes, I have now committed everything to HIM and I believe that He will definitely give me an answer soon. Meanwhile, I will set my priorities right and do whatever I should and will no longer allow myself to fall into traps or doing things at the wrong time. My decisions, my future, my thoughts. I will leave them to God. Just like a quote that says, "Pray and let God do the worry."

crucified at 2:13:00 PM
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It's only 10 days left before I make an important decision of my life. But are you willing to give me a chance? Frankly speaking, I do not really need the 10 days as I can now firmly say that I do like you. But since I asked for a month, I have to keep to it. You said that you've let go of him and holding back will cause more pain. I am glad to see that you've moved on. At least you are no longer enslaved by that issue. But how about here? Will you or will you not give me a chance to walk through your coming future with you? I am willing, but are you? You never a substitute, choosing and wanting you is not another act of impatience and loving you is nothing but everything from my heart. I loved you, I love you and I will love you. But, will you let it happen? I'll pray and hope so.

crucified at 9:29:00 AM
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

Well, bought an umbro jacket from why pay more at suntec just now. Went peninsula with eugene and his brother to hunt for one but couldn't find any there. Then went Funan's Royal Sporting House and Sports Link to find, but with no avail. Jonathan joined us after that and went Suntec via the CitiLink. I went to MPH and tried my best to search for the notebook. But they only have the small and medium ones. I promise I'll get it for you someday. Went Adidas and saw a jacket which costs S$69.00. Wanted to buy but it seemed a little unworthy. Thus, decided to go why pay more and got a thirty dollars one there. hahaz. Well, wasted one day. Btw, I got a catalogue for the Creative sales next week. I am going to get a mp3 player then. hahaz.. hope mummy would be graceful enough to sponsor one - she's always graceful lahz...

crucified at 7:27:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?

crucified at 10:41:00 PM
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Kneel in prayer
Consecrated heart
Soul of faith
Anxieties casted
Upon the One

Sovereign is You
O King of Glory
Master of all
Lift my soul
Anoint my Spirit

A new life
Fresh creation
Mercy flowing through
Grace abundantly
A sheep saved

Exalt the King
Exhort the Lord
Up High

Amen.

- Humphrey Tan

crucified at 9:54:00 PM
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How I Love You
Planet Shakers

Here i stand
Before you my heart is still
Wanting just to be with you
Waiting here
Long for your voice to speak
Touch me now
Its your face i seek

How my soul longs for you
To be with you
Adore you
Nothing more i want to do
Than to sing to you

Jesus im in love with you
Speak to me
Whisper you words of truth
Take my heart
Won't you make me new
Jesus, how i love you
How i love you

On my knees
Before you i lay my life
Giving all
A living sacrifice
Take my life
And all that i long to be
Set apart
Only for you my king

How my soul longs for you
To be with you
Adore you
Nothing more i want to do
Than to sing to you

Jesus im in love with you
Speak to me
Whisper your words of truth
Take my heart
Won't you make me new
Jesus, how i love you
How i love you

How my soul longs for you
How my soul longs for you
How my soul longs for you
How my soul longs for you

crucified at 9:42:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

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Sunday, November 07, 2004

The Lord is faithful

Praise Him the Lord. The Lord will guide you as long as you need help. Through this crucial stage of my life, when I nearly suffer another breakdown, when I nearly give up along the journey, the Lord provided. Through many ways, He has indeed revealed Himself and His faithfulness to me. He walked with me, He talked with me, along the most narrow path of the journey. Through the exams, He has granted me a calm heart and a peaceful mind. As for those personal issues, though His presence is not so obvious, but I can sense that He is consistently giving me the strength to move on, to face the next tomorrow. And also, I know that it is His plan and His work that I no longer have to worry about the expenses of the trip to Melbourne. He has provided a way and has also provided people to support me, be it financially or others. Thank You so much, Lord. Just when I thought that it has faded, it grew stronger and stronger. I still love you.

crucified at 7:39:00 PM
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