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The days are near and yet I still can't sense the urgency to study.
It's just 12 more days to the first O Level Paper. However I still can't sense the urgency and I am still slacking and have zero desire to study. Something seems to be occupying my mind which makes me unable to concentrate on anything that I do. It seems to keep me distracted all day long. Though I've already shared to the person or persons, I can only feel slightly better. What's exactly happening in me? I do not have an answer to that. Maybe I should start to modify my way of life and live it using a different method. I just hope that this would take away any trouble that is present in me - or at least block it.
Maybe it is really time for me to start my revision and set all my priorities right. I have been living a life with priorities set wrongly. I've came out with a revision time table, cater to the needs of my weakness. Maybe it is time for me to really cut down or cut off my frequency online for the time being. It is only 12 days left and I have 6 subjects to cope with (because no more chinese). On average, I'd only have 2 days for a subject. How am I going to take the exams unprepared. However, if I were to continue grumbling and complaining, it would definitely become one subject per day. That would be a true disaster. Therefore, I must make full use of the following 12 days to do whatever I could and absorb as much as I can.
I think that I've used too much of "Maybe". Thus, you can manually remove all the "Maybes" that I've used. And did you realise that I did not use the word "Well" in this entry? Hmm.. someone asked me how come I keep using it. Thus, as I said, I should change my way of life. Went for a hair cut just now and that should be the first step for the change.
Other than preparing for and taking the exams, I'd take this one whole month to really reflect on my life as I am going to make a major decision after the O level. And I shall not elaborate. If it is meant for you to know, you'll know it somehow. If not, too bad for you. (This is a method to keep an idiot in suspense for a whole month). I think that I should end before I really crap till the extreme. So see you, all my friends here. If you want to meet me online, maybe you could try Saturday nights and Sunday mornings. For those "smsers", my handphone would be set as silent mode from now on, except on Sunday. Hmm.. as if anyone would care.
Well, before I really end this entry, I have a verse to share with you guys, especially those taking the exams. "For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be the glory forever! Amen." - Romans 11:36. As you prepare or even as you enter the exam hall, remember that everything comes from the Father, and everything can be done through Him. Similarly, whatever results or outcomes there would be, they would glorify God. Just do all your best and the Lord would take care of the rest! AMEN!
Ok, that's all... Good Luck to all those warriors preparing for the battle in 12 days' time. (including me, of course)
crucified
at 9:31:00 PM
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