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SICK! SICK! SICK!
Today's mass pe was a demanding one. I should say that it was a total torture. 150 Jumping Jets, 50 push-ups and 50 sit-ups etc. Well, maybe the teachers just did not have a taste of such things before. Whenever anyone is caught "not doing", he would be punished by having to do ten times extra or to run for quite a distance. Today was my first mass pe since two years ago, yet so many things happened. During the exercises, I started to feel a little unwell. My vision became blurred and I felt tightening of my chest. There was a vomiting sensation. Well, I continued till everything was over. Just when I thought that the "torture" had ended, Mr. James Lim said, "last 25 push-ups and sit-ups" Oh My Gosh! I knew I was going to die. However, I completed them (not fully).
Had CME lesson for the first period of the day. Felt very tired and drained when I went back to class. However, the vomiting and dizzy sensation were still in me. Furthermore, Mrs. Ho wanted us to remain standing as she's dividing us into groups. I felt like collapsing on the spot. I can't stop the sweat from falling and my body from trembling. Soon, I can't hold on anymore. I requested to go to the washroom (using hand sign). I dashed out of the class, into the washroom. I vomitted. Lots of water. Well, the feeling ain't good. Then found out that I've forgotten to bring some tissue along. Well, proceeded to wash my face and eventually used my shirt to clean my face. Hahaz, my shirt was "soaked" with sweat and water. Went back to class arounf 10 minutes later.
"Are you okay, chin ho?" Mrs. Ho asked. "Do you want to change (my shirt), you are drenched."
I declined before I saw Miss Lim (VP) sitting on my chair. She's one of my class' CME "teacher". hmm... she asked whether I was okay and asked me to change into my uniform.
"But...I have PE later." I told her.
"But you are not feeling well." she replied.
Well, I shall be an obedient pupil then.
She asked me for a paper when I came back. She wrote a letter for me to give to my PE teacher to exercise me from PE today. Hmm..well.... "skipped PE"
It is a Friday today - Prayer Meeting, followed by Teachers' Day Item rehearsal. Well, only 8 of us turned up. Supposed to be around 20 of us. Well, many back-out... well, what else can I do. hmm... to those whom were with me before the rehearsal, I apologise for my attitude just now. I don't mean to give you guys that kind of erm... attitude and I know I shouldn't have thrown my temper at you guys (by "throwing" the chairs, files and ignoring you guys). Well, I think that you guys are understanding and sensible enough to erm... pardon me. I was really fuming just now. Many things just went through my mind and really caused my to burst. Never had this feeling in school before. I tried my best to control. But everything was just beyond my limit.
Oh yah, regarding the church issue, I've made a firm decision. I shall go RiverLife tomorrow (you know what I mean). Well, at least for now, I should solve all the problems one by one. The next pressing problem is that how should I break it out to the emmasians? my discipler? my fellow brothers & sisters? Please pray for me.
I don't think I should continue from here. I think I've hurt my diaphragm cause it is giving my occasional pain... well... that's all...bye...
crucified
at 7:30:00 PM
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