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It is often said, "There is always a reason behind everything." What is a reason? Is a reason similar to an excuse? Why do people around keep reprimanding that I am full of excuses when I am telling them the reasons? Why do people keep blaming me? even you? You said that you are disappointed, then how about me? You think I don't wish to go? You think that I am finding excuses not to accompany her? But do you know the reason, I mean reason, deep down at the bottom of my heart? How I wish that you can know. But I just couldn't express or tell you the reason inside. You are not the only one who feel disappointed in me. I am disappointed in myself too. I feel like crying, dying and feel like hitting my head against the hard wall. I am not finding excuses, I am no longer a person who breaks his promises, I am no longer a person whose word only worth 2 cents. But do you believe me? Will you believe? Or will you even take a minute to read this entry?
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