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WANT
In this imperfect world
Nothing is fair
Nothing is balanced
The friends I have
They harmed me
They despised me
They killed me with their tongues
The people I met
They stared at me
The look down on me
They avoided me
I wanted to rebel
I wanted to fight back
But You stopped me
You asked me to forgive
I listened to You again and again
But nothing seems to change
You let them continue to hurt me
You allowed them to kill me again and again
Why, Lord?
Why did You do that?
I thought You love me?
I thought You will protect me?
Have You love me no more?
Am I no longer Your son?
Have You deny me?
Am I still Your treasured possession?
Lord, reveal Yourself to me
I know that's one of Your perfect plans for me
But don't You think that the "tests" are too demanding?
Guide me through Lord, will You?
Will You?...
I don't want them to hurt me anymore...
I want respect from them!
I want freedom!
I want You, Jesus!
- Humphrey Tan (with tears)
crucified
at 9:53:00 PM
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