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Yes! Truly indeed! Sometimes our lives are just not in our own hands.
As scheduled, this morning was the motivational talk by Adam Khoo Learning Technologies. Although it was not hosted by Adam Khoo himself, the conductor did a great job. His name is Ramesh I guess. Well, maybe the principal purposely arranged the talk to be today as we would be getting our results right after the talk. It was indeed an interesting session and I've indeed benefited a lot - although I am struggling myself throughout. The part that created a strong impression in me is when he said something about life. Life is about choice and journey. The past doesn't affect the future. The way he elaborated these two theories really had a great impact on me.
As mentioned, results are released today. I would not disclose anything here - but I did not say you can't ask me (personally). Well, I had been worrying about it and it really almost caused me to breakdown. Just 5 minutes before the papers were returned for checking, I still asked, "How am I going to trust God?". I know I shouldn't doubt. But it's human nature to - though you guys may say, it's a choice whether I trust or doubt. Anyway, results were beyond expectation (lower than expected, except for english). However, the naggings that I've expected turned out to be encouragement instead. This is what my mum said, "I am not really disappointed with your results, I am quite pleased. But I know you can do better. So, cut down on your computer to 2 hours daily and study hard okay?" These words are really heart-soothing. She even allows me to use the computer for 2 hours daily.
I do not know how should I praise Him. He is just so amazing. Although I did not get the results I want to, but I know, yes I know, that His grace is still with me and this is just a wake-up call from Him. Once again, He let me experience Him. Words alone just can't express my gratitude.
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