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Wonder if you would ever know and believe the reality that I've fallen for you. For the past weeks, I've been asking myself what am I really doing and what's the purpose of everything. I've thought through and I've came out with my own conclusion not long ago. I confessed to you but I took it back again. I thought everything is done and completed and I am no longer engaged in anything such matters. I was wrong. I do really like you, believe it or not. I know what I am doing. No, I am not playing around with such matters. I just stumbled for a while and I know that it's you - finally. But how can I express out to you again? Will you believe? Will there be a chance for me? I dare not think. MAybe I just need a few days to think through to decide whether to tell you or not. Maybe I would just leave it unrevealed-.
The Lord talked to me again. Through my Quiet Time today, I learnt about decision making - where to get the answer from Him. It was really encouraging and morale boosting when you are experiencing God. Not feeling well emotionally at the moment. So I think I will continue another time.
crucified 
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