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Everything in my life seems to be contradicting each other. My life is just like an expired carton of milk. The packaging looks just fine and convincing but the milk has expired. I feel that I've yet learnt to control or handle my life the correct way. Sometimes when I look back, I really felt like laughing and felt like giving myself a punch in my face. At times when I make decisions, I would feel that it's right. But events after events, I realised that I've made the wrong decision. I am feeling so lost and so helpless. I said I like you, I said I was desperate and I said I like you no more and now I want to say I like you. What am I talking about? Well, can someone kill me? Maybe I just take things to lightly and did not think of the possible consequences before making any decision. I am feeling so regretful.. AHHHH!!!!
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